I don't know what I feel. Empty. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say. I don't know "Yes" or "No". Only imagine. Only hope. Only pray. I miss the past. Before I ruin everything. Before it became worse. This is my fault. Life is spinning. I hope someday I can feel again that I'd ever felt before. I pray that problems will never come again. I want this problems away. Fly. Fly with balloons. And, never back again :')