Why?
Why it feels so different? Why everything have changed? Why do I feel lost? Why does the things that make me convenient has gone? Why this all happened when I feel like I'm having it all? Why I just asked "why"?
Label: Worst Feeling
Desember 17, 2011 @ 19.21 / 0 daisies
Twenty Words.
I don't know what I feel. Empty. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say. I don't know "Yes" or "No". Only imagine. Only hope. Only pray. I miss the past. Before I ruin everything. Before it became worse. This is my fault. Life is spinning. I hope someday I can feel again that I'd ever felt before. I pray that problems will never come again. I want this problems away. Fly. Fly with balloons. And, never back again :')
Label: Worst Feeling
Desember 12, 2011 @ 04.42 / 0 daisies
Cause I'm Tired
I’m tired of having to be there for people who aren’t there for me. I’m tired of doing so much for people and getting nothing in return. I’m tired of people using me and making me feel worthless. Sorry if I changed, sorry if I'm less concerned, sorry if I suddenly disappear, sorry if I haven't been able to realize your desires, sorry I can't make sure about the decisions. Sorry. Ya, I'm weak enough for this problem. But I'm sure, there are any good things wait me for a later. Sorry, cause I'm tired with this all. Cause I’m tired of everything i didn’t want to happen.
Label: Worst Feeling
Desember 09, 2011 @ 19.37 / 0 daisies
Sorry, I'm Lie
Every now and then I put a smile on my face. You won’t know it’s fake. Because I can lie better then you can tell the truth. The smile doesn’t mean anything. It just means that for one moment, I forgot how broken I was. But I didn’t really forget. It was still on the back of my mind and that’s why my smile went away so fast. People don’t know I’m broken. There are only a select few. And of those select few, even fewer know just how bad it is. I am broken and I am shattered. I am beyond repair. But, later.....
Sorry, I'm lie.
Label: Worst Feeling
Desember 07, 2011 @ 18.18 / 0 daisies