20 May 2011
assalamualaikumHALOHALOHAI!
Today im so happy, because my momma took me for walk. Ya! she knows that im sad, so my mom consoled me, she hug me, she's make me laugh. Thanks God! You gave me a good mother, loving, understand everything about my nature and i really love her.
And how about your mother? ;)
ok all for now, sorry and thankyou before. Don't forget keep loving your Mom!
SEE YOU and wassalam
Label: vent
Mei 19, 2011 @ 23.03 / 0 daisies
what's wrong with me today?
assalamualaikumHALOHALOHAI!
mau sharing sedikit, berhubung bingung aja gitu mau share kemana ._.
entah kenapa hari ini bawaannya emosi terus *astaghfirullah. HEY what's wrong with me? sampe-sampe sms ke S aja pake emosi segala, gatau kenapa entah karna sikon yang buruk banget dh hari ini sumpeh atau mungkin emang mood yang amburadul. Kalo dalam kondisi gini nih slalu aja inget sama tiga kata "jauh.jarak.besok". Jauh? yaaah namanya juga LDR, bener2 harus hati2 dalam menjaga hubungan #eaaa hm tp serius nih :(. Jarak? bontang-jogja hmm u know lah itu jauh banget, kalo uda ada masalah gini cenat-cenut juga bawaannya *sebenernya agak jijik menyebutkan kata2 itu. Besok? yap besok tanggal 17, so? yagitudeh, itu hari punya event penting buat kita. Nah loh bingung juga kenapa jadi gini, tanya sama diri sendiri juga gak ada jawaban yang pasti. ooooooh it's hurt, HA HA HA hari ini aku sensi banget, cuman coverin sama senyum aja, walaupun susah banget buat ngilangin rasa jengkel ini. astaghfirullah, i must forget all, all problems on today. Yeah "must". Yah berharap banget besok uda gak gini lagi deh amin se-amin aminnya! Akhir kata, gws my mood ;;)
Oya sorry and thanks before. wassalam
Label: vent
Mei 16, 2011 @ 06.05 / 0 daisies
when i was a kid
It hurts me to look at little kids. They have no idea to how hard this world is going to be for them. When i was five, i thought no one could hard me. I thought i was invicible. I thought i was beautiful. I was friends with whoever said hi to me. Everyone was nice. Clothes didn't matter. I'd go to sleep tear free. I never had to try to run away. I was always smiling. I didn't want to kill myself. Little kids don't know what a rollercoaster they are in for. Life is hard. The world is a horrible, mean, judgemental place. I still don't understand why i wasn't so scared of all the dangers that are out in the world, at that age. I didn't know. It's not our fault we're so scared of the world. People forced us to be. Telling us stories, about stuff that happens in the world, make us scared. I wish i was still that carefree, happy, nice, smiley, funny little kid i used to be. I miss thinking i was pretty. I miss playing the rain. I miss being outside every second of the day. I miss not caring what people say.I miss the old me :')
Label: vent
Mei 14, 2011 @ 22.07 / 0 daisies